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Monday, 10 August 2009

  • DEPECHE MODE - A PAIN THAT I'M USED TO

    I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore
    I just know that I'm harder to console
    I don't see who I'm trying to be instead of me
    But the key is a question of control

    Can you say what you're trying to play anyway
    I just pay while you're breaking all the rules
    All the signs that I find have been underlined
    Devils thrive on the drive that is fueled

    All this running around, well it's getting me down
    Just give me a pain that I'm used to
    I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
    You just need to achieve something that rings true

    There's a hole in your soul like an animal
    With no conscience, repentance unknown
    Close your eyes, pay the price for your paradise
    Devils feed on the seeds that are sown

    I can't conceal what I feel, what I know is real
    No mistaking the faking, I care
    With a prayer in the air I will leave it there
    On a note full of hope not despair

    All this running around, well it's getting me down
    Just give me a pain that I'm used to
    I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
    You just need to achieve something that rings true

    All this running around, well it's getting me down
    Just give me a pain that I'm used to
    I don't need to believe all the dreams you concieve
    You just need to achieve something that rings true

Monday, 18 February 2008

  • These thoughts have been at the back of my mind for the last 2 weeks from watching that documentary linked below in social psychology class. I just thought I'd get all out on here.

    We complicate our world and everything we see because we want to give our life a little more meaning but when our perspectives clash rather than correspond, we all feel threatened because all the meaning we built around our own lives seems to all come crashing down. From mere aggression, fear, and anger... to wars between culture, religion, and countries. Should we really kill what doesn't comply to each of our seemingly eternal beliefs? If all holy beings fail to have their existences maintained by us, would we all die? Must we wreak havoc upon all that disagree with our ideals, disillusioned by our own beliefs? When our papers rot and our flesh spawn maggots, what's left? Sometimes I really wish that humans can live, reproduce, and die like every other animal species. We don't need to make life so long and hard for ourselves. At least, I would have enjoyed it a lot more like that. Acknowledging our inevitable deaths forces us to do everything we possibly can to enjoy our temporary life but whether that would really quench the thirst for more life or not, even the dead wouldn't know. In the end, it's all absurd. Immortality is not achievable and it probably shouldn't be achieved, anyway. Especially if we enjoy reproducing so much. (Satirical but logical) All the bloodshed would have been fine before but now our weapons and technology are strong enough to have our home planet destroyed. So is it still fine? If we could all accept reality as it is without expecting more or less, that would probably solve the whole problem. Of course, then we would all complain that life isn't good enough and nobody will ever be truly happy. I think that's fine, though. It's not like I'd be "truly happy" with how things are now, anyway. Our planet and all the other species that we share it with don't deserve to fall prey to our aggression.

    http://www.flightfromdeath.com/

Friday, 13 April 2007

  • www.getdefaced.com

    Another (quite) successful project. The opening event today seemed very successful, at least. I'm proud of the marketing I did today. Jumping those science fair kids and making them participate in our event was fun. Now I'm jumping on Xanga to do more marketing... as you can clearly see.

    Now go! Play our game! Make the elves of narrative media happy!

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